the state of having conflicting emotions; the state of feeling more than one thing at once; emotional complexity
I was troubled by her evident ambivalence about our upcoming marriage, and began to wonder if she really wanted to marry me.
ambi (both)#valere (to be strong, be well, be worth, have power, be able) (Latin)
certitude, conviction, resolution, resolve
Matches with "ambulance". In case of severe emergency, inside an ambulance, you have mixed emotions. Bachega ya nahi! I AM BI BALANCED. Balanced on both sides